Jason, I’m very glad you survived. I did want to express a concern about something you said, relating to Flora’s actions when discovering you smoking, “raging” about your smoking, and saying “When she got started, she didn’t quit for hours.” Darling, that is verbal abuse. Take it from one who’s been there, GET OUT. Nobody could feel good about themselves living with shit like that. Depression is a call to change your thinking AND change your circumstances. Your life will change for the better when you no longer have someone around you who is capable of acting like that. #realitycheck